Today has been a TOTAL waste of make-up.

Gawd, I never should have attended that stupid NSTP class. So many misfortunes have happened to me today, and it's not even half of the day yet!!

1.) My damned denim pants won't fit!! I can't believe it!! It was only last week when I last wore it!! Don't tell me I gained so much weight in only 7 days?!  NUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs away crying*

2.) My CD writer has gone bitchy and wouldn't let me burn Besh Nyanko's manga. For some reason, it has decided to go on a diet and wouldn't eat any of my blank CD's!!

3.) The worst misfortune!! The obaachan who was sitting beside me in the bus I was riding on my way to school has collapsed all of a sudden!! I was in a frenzy, and started shaking her to wake her up. Of course, it caught everyone's attention. Some pudgy lady -- who happens to be a doctor -- came in my aid and said that the obaachan had a stroke and she didn't have a pulse anymore!!!!!  OMG!! The poor obaachan died on me!!!!

4.) The bus went straight to San Juan de Dios for the obaachan. Some men carried her, with the doctor in tow. They even pulled me and another girl along to bring the obaachan's stuff.

5.) I left as soon as I deposited the things in the lobby, and saw the passengers in the bus have already left and was finding another means of transportation that would take them to their own respective destination, since the conductor and the driver stayed with the obaachan. I was able to ride another bus, but was disappointed to see it so packed of peeperz; therefore, I'd have to stand up during the ride.

6.) My stupid bad luck with riding public transportations has once again decided to kick off. We were forced to go down Quirino avenue, because the bus suddenly had problems with its machinery. The traffic that time was so thick, so I decided to walk toward my school, which was, umm, quite far. Yeah, I failed to realize that. X___x"

7.) I got there, panting and huffing, and already 30 minutes late!!  I entered the school, but that stupid gorilla guard threw me out because classes have already begun and I WAS WEARING FLIP-FLOPS!!!!

8.) Enraged and totally pissed off, I decided to go the nearest loading station to text Clyne and complain to her about that-THAT guard's tyranny!! But then, some creepy-looking guy approached me and kept on following me wherever I go! I HAD to walk from Remedios to Padre Faura to lose him, and thank GOD he did!! >___<

9.) 2 hours have already passed since I left home, and I already felt tired. Since there'd be no way for me to attend my NSTP, I've decided to go home. While waiting for ANOTHER bus, someone stood beside me and OMFG!! It's the creepy-looking guy!!!!!  I kept on twitching, and it took me almost my full strength to NOT whack him with my bag in annoyance. I've been wanting to take out my frustration to something, someone, and it seemed he wanted to be IT. I decided against it though; after all, he was holding a balisong. Ayieee~~ Thankfully, the bus arrived in no time, and before riding it, I gave the lunatic a death glare that I couldn't believe I managed to pull off (quite well, might I add!), sending him cowering in fear and scramming away.

10.) I got home an hour after, and when I rang the door bell, no one was home!!!! TT____TT I sat in the pavement and felt like crying; it was HOT!!! Then my phone rang, and my baby sis messaged me that she left the house keys in our neighbor, in case I'd arrive earlier than them. Oooh, how I wanted to dance in joy that time!! ):3 Quickly, I made my way to our neighbor's house to retreive the keys.

See how bad this day worked out for me?? *whimpers* I wanna go sleep; this had been soooo traumatic. TT___TT

Oh, may the obaachan rest in peace. Please don't let her ghost haunt me. After all, I carried her things for her...

Only a month has passed, but it's already our prelims. Unbelievable, no?

So far, I've been okay with my exams. I was able to give decent answers to my Phil. Lit. paper. I aced Christian Identity --- with the help of a little pink pad that contained all the answers to the test. Ahahaha~~ XDD Perspective was a chunk of cake, as well as FDR. Umm, is that right? O.o;; Oh! A piece of cake, I mean.

I think the only subject I've messed up with was Speech w/ Public Speaking.  Aww, man. For our prelims, we were asked to memorize some excerpts from Carlos P. Romulo's "I am a Filipino" and recite it to the class with hand gestures and all. I memorized the piece 30 minutes before the class, while I was riding the bus. I was actually proud of myself, and I was confident I'd be able to perform it quite well. Although I didn't really think of any proper actions to accompany my speech, but that's beside the point. After all, it only took 10% of the grade. Yeah, I know it's still part of the criteria, but I was focusing more on the mastery and delivery.

Sadly, things didn't work out as what I've expected them to be. Instead of feeling relaxed, I got nervous an hour before our subject, and when our prof entered the room, I felt like I'd be having a breakdown any time soon. She announced the names of the first 5 students who'd be reciting the speech, and dammit, I was the 4th!! >___<" When it was finally my turn, I went in front, and it was only then when I realized that - for the first time - I actually have a stage fright!! 

So yeah; I almost fainted while standing in front. My knees were shaking, and even though I've memorized the piece, I couldn't remember anything. I messed up. BAD.

Ironically, I didn't feel bad about it. When I was asked to sit down, I was just thinking: At least, it's over! Ahahaha~~ XD

Anyways, tomorrow's menu for the prelims will be Retorika and the 2nd part of Phil. Lit. I should be studying by now, but meh. Reading Oh Great!'s Air Gear is MUCH appealing. ^^;;;

Speaking of which, I advise you to check it out. The manga, I mean.

Here I am, sitting my bum in front of the PC, feeling as crappy as ever. I didn't go to school today; blame my stupid fever (and dysmenorrhea!) for it. Maa, I guess it's okay. Prelims are already finished anyways.

Well, tomorrow's Valentine's Day, the much awaited day for lovers to express their undying devotion for each other by going on dinner dates and doing PDA and such. Meh. Usually, I'd be one of those girls who'd get excited over it, but right now, I prefer to be one of the others who'd merely sit in the dark until that blasted day is over. I've just broken up with my boyfriend some weeks ago, and it sucked. No more Valentine goodies for me... I'm SO not used to this...

I remember someone saying that Valentine's Day is just a day to make single people feel bad. Yeah, I can pretty much relate to it now. But, the thing is, it's still a choice, right? It doesn't necessarily have to be just a day for lovers. Hmm... I think I'll just go out and drag my single friends to wherever; it's a much better agenda than moping around your house after all.

Hauuu... I have yet to master the art of inking... X___x"

I missed my MSCE, but something good came out of it. I was able to watch a movie in the cinema!! XDD~~ My, it's been so long since I last did that; I missed it much much. ^___^

Cring and I went to Rob Manila at around 9:00 am. Seeing that the mall wasn't opened yet, we spent some time wandering around National Bookstore, where I bought a Power Rangers Movie CD! Ahaha~~ Gawd, I missed that movie. That's the only PR series I liked, and I remember watching every episode of it when I was a kid.  I'll be checking the movie out after I post this entry. Nishishishi~~

At exactly 10, we entered the mall and went straight to the cinema. There, we checked out the movies that were currently showing. I wanted to watch Heath Ledger's Brokeback Mountain, but it was 2 hours and 40 minutes, so we settled for The Pink Panther instead.

There was no one in the theatre room when we entered, which creeped us out. We were walking around the Deluxe area and we couldn't see anything; just the screen. We began yelling out random things inside; I was asking for the lights to be switched on, while Cring was shouting to the guy we saw on the Premiere section to go down and accompany us in watching the film. When no one answered, we ran out of the cinema and only came back when a few people entered the area. XDD Truth be told, we kinda forgot the essence of watching a movie in a theatre. But spare us, peeperz; it's been a long time since we went to one, after all.

Nothing much happened after that. We went back to school for Speech, and we had our Impromptu Speaking about the current issues of our country, much to our dismay. I was one of the first speakers, and my golly; the prof asked me about Cha-cha (Charter Change)!!  The heck?! I don't even know what that is, and well, I don't really give a damn about what it is about as well.  Good thing our prof was in a surprisingly good mood; she changed the question into an easier one. Not. But at least it was fairly answerable compaired to that f*cked-up Cha-cha.

And in the end, I was able to give out a decent answer - more like babbled; I didn't really have any idea what I was talking about. But at least I got commended for my grammar and accent. Nyaha!! XDD~~

Nyaa~ Tomorrow's NSTP once again. Err... This sucks...

Nyaa~!! I SO love this week!! ^____^ Teachers weren't going to classes, I haven't encountered any bad luck in riding public vehicles lately, Limewire was such a dearie to lemme download the Oresama movie in just ONE night, it's my so-called Download Day of the Month-Day, and it's ALL good~!!! *dances around*

Anyways, as you can see, I've changed my layout once again. March is closing in, and I wanted my site to have a fresh look to welcome another new month. :D Proper credits are below, so don't sue me~~

Also, I've added a new section in my beloved bloggie, as mentioned. It's an MP3 rotation site, nyaa~ ^w^ I don't really know how or why I decided to put up one. I was just dazing off in my Speech class (as usual), when it suddenly hit me. If you want to have some MP3 goodies, you're very free to visit the section and download.

Oh, and since I'm already typing down this entry, I might as well tell you all that I-- *eherm!*

 I am now officially in love with----

KYAAAAA~!!!! XDDD~ *fangirl-mode* (Gimme a moment, peeperz~)

After 2 hours...

Okay, I'm done fan-girling. ^^ *wipes the blood oozing from her nose* Nyahahaha~~ XDD

So, umm, we don't have any classes today, which is why I'm here at home, trying HARD to save my sanity from getting overtaken by Miyavisms. It's not really an easy thing to do, you know, because he's just SO cute! And weird!! XDD Too bad he's too old and tall for me. And he kisses GUYS!! *sighs* Nyaa~ But love knows no boundaries, ne~? *slaps herself* Aww, man! I'm beginning to act like a li'l lovesick poodle again!

Anyways, there's nothing much to say. Give me another minute of typing here and I'll just ramble more about Miyavi-sama's greatness and bishie-ness. I wanna sleep. *yawns* Sore ja~~ *flies away*

Let us give 3 cheers for my friend Mocha-chan's weirdness, shall we? :3

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A Confession Out of the Blue

Chigasaki Ichirou never knew what anxiety really meant until that moment when he entered the field, and spotted Aki solely tying his soccer shoes at a far corner. His breathing quickened; his hands began to sweat uncontrollably. And little by little, his courage seeped out of him.

He couldn’t tell Aki, he mused.

He was not ready.

Ichirou’s eyes narrowed at the thought and shook his head to throw it out of his mind. No, he had to be brave. Continuing to hide the truth would only mean more days of awkwardness and lies; he didn’t want those. He didn’t care anymore if Aki got mad; nor did he care if their relationship turned different. He couldn’t keep these words to himself forever; he would go crazy if he continued doing so.

The green-haired boy took a deep breath as he came up with a firm decision.

He would tell Aki.

And he would tell it NOW.

There’s no more backing down for him.

Slowly, Ichirou moved towards his best friend while rehearsing the lines he had been meaning to tell him. But all his preparations turned out to be useless as his mind went blank upon reaching the other boy, and all he managed was a simple, “Hey…”

“Hey…” was also Aki’s short yet warm reply before he returned his attention back to his feet.

Clearing his throat, Chigasaki Ichirou took the empty space next to his friend. And then he began to wonder, What now, Ichirou? You can’t just sit there and do nothing, can you?

For a minute, the two of them never said a single word. Ichirou turned his head sideways and stared at the other boy. Oh, he wanted to tell him already, to get this over and done with, but he just didn’t know how to start.

It was Aki who eventually broke the taciturnity enveloping them.

“Ne, have you seen Kan?”

Upon hearing Aki’s voice, Ichirou was brought out of his contemplation. Immediately, he sorted his brain for an appropriate response. “Uh… I heard Kinoshita-sensei asked him to see her after class,”

“What for?” Aki asked curiously, furrowing his brow at the same time.

He shrugged. “I have no idea,"

“I see,” The young celebrity nodded. There came another momentary silence before Aki spoke and added, “He was supposed to give me something from Fuyu-chan…”

Ichirou winced, not really liking the subject to be directed at Aki’s cute, little girlfriend. No, not this time.

“By the way, Kan said you have something to tell me?”

“Wha--?” Ichirou’s eyes widened, startled by what Aki had told him. Inwardly, he cursed and made a mental note to appropriately reward Kanone’s unwanted intervention later. Damn, he should have known better than to share his little secret to him, that blabbermouth. But in spite of the violent thoughts that were currently running inside his head, most of which involving a certain brown-haired pianist, he managed to give a sheepish smile--- his silent response to Aki’s expectant look.

“So what is it?”

Looking away, Ichirou focused his gaze on the ground and began scratching the back of his head. “ I… umm… I don’t know how to start this… I…You see…” Once again, he cursed silently. Why couldn’t he say it directly?!

While he was trying to get the words out of his mouth, Aki stared at him quizzically. He found it strange that Ichirou was having trouble expressing his thoughts; he was never like that, especially with him. He wondered what it was that Ichirou wanted to say that he could not say so easily.

Finally, after a minute or so of Uhmm's, Well I’s and You see's…

“Ne, Aki-kun, we are friends right?”

The blue-haired youngster furrowed his brow as he stared at the other boy curiously. Why was he asking a question which he obviously knew the answer to? Though he found that silly, Aki still nodded his head as a reply.

A small smile crept up Ichirou’s face, and he continued, “And because we are friends, you’d never treat me differently even after I tell you all about it, right?”

Aki shrugged. “It depends,” he stated as his blue-green eyes narrowed suspiciously, “On whatever it is,”

Ichirou let out a nervous chuckle as he began to fidget with his fingers.

“Well? We don’t have all day, you know. Are you going to tell me about it or not?” Aki asked, impatience resonating in his voice.

The smiled faded on Ichirou’s lips and for a few seconds he continued to remain silent. Afterwards, he took one deep breath and faced Aki. This is it. It’s now or never, he mused.

“Ne, would you mind giving me your hand?” he asked him.

Upon hearing his request, Aki stared at him dubiously. “What for?”

Ichirou shook his head. “Please don’t ask. Just do it,”

Though he was feeling doubtful, Aki obeyed. Ichirou tightly clasped his hand and afterwards, gazed intensely into his eyes.

For some reason, the way Ichirou was looking at him was making him really uncomfortable, and he was starting to fear what the other boy was going to say next.

“Aki, I didn’t mean for it to happen,” the student body president began to say before a sigh escaped his lips. “I swear, if only I could stop it from happening, I would have. But everything happened so fast and the next thing I knew I...” Ichirou paused; and while he still held Aki’s hand firmly, he looked away. “I… I…”

“Ichi...?” Was all that the blue-haired rock star could say.

Once again, Ichirou returned his eyes to him. “Aki…”

Aki slightly frowned as the dark-haired boy continued to stall. Damn, he wished Ichirou would just say it because the suspense was really, really starting to scare him.

“Aki… I…”

“I…?”

“I…”

“I…?”

“I lo—”

“I lo---?”

“I lo--”

“I lo--??”

This monotonous routine went on for a short while, until Aki, running out of patience, suddenly, exasperatedly cried out, “For god’s sake, Chigasaki! Just say the damn thing already!”

And say it, he did.

“I lost your limited edition Black Cat manga!” Ichirou exclaimed as he took out a small, transparent plastic bag from his jacket pocket and placed in on the blond’s palm. “And all that’s left is this... ”

All the colors left Aki’s face as he stared down at plastic bag, and then back at Ichirou’s apologetic expression. “Ichirou, that was a very rare CD,” His eyebrow twitched in aggravation. “And I was supposed to give it to Fuyu-chan for our monthsary next week,”

“I know and I’m sorry. Umm... A-are you mad?”

Aki bowed his head, his face visibly darkening.

Ichirou laughed nervously. “Well, I guess that says it all, ne?”

(END?)

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Man, I'm bored. Ang hungry. X___X"

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Epilogue:

Aoi Nanami was on her way to the Student Council office when she saw her two best friends doing their laps around the field. She looked down at her watch; she was sure that was actually 30 minutes more before the scheduled training time of Aki’s soccer team and Ichirou’s kendo club.

She smiled. With such enthusiasm for training, no wonder they were chosen as the captain for their respective clubs. Their teammates would surely have to look up to them.

“Ja, keep up the good work, Ichirou-senpai, Aki-kun,” she whispered before continuing on her way.

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“Just wait 'til I get my hands on you, Chigasaki!! I'm gonna kill you!!!”

“Come on, Aki, I already said I’m sorry!”

(END!)

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